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Guns Versus Cameras

The choice
between buying a gun
and buying a camera
feels like the choice between
documenting history
and becoming it.

This choice makes me feel like
hope is past tense, that maybe
focusing (the act of bringing an image to clarity)
might be less important than
focusing (the act of breathing to center your aim).

Using a camera is an act of acceptance,
opening an aperture
to allow light to form an image on a digital sensor,
a third eye capturing a moment
for playback, the act of gathering
a story that needs
to be told.

Firing a gun is an act of rejection,
pin striking primer to ignite gunpowder
and throw a slug spinning, screaming
down the rifle like a football spiral,
gravity temporarily denied,
an act of saying,
no
you do not take my life today,
instead I take
yours.

The camera is more expensive
contains lenses precision cut
from glass cylinders.

Captures twenty four
or thirty or sixty frames
per second,
still images strung together
to form the image
of a child running,
a poet reading,
always something in progress.

If you slow it down, you can
watch each image float by.
The best footage creates
a world you never want to leave.

The background
is called bokeh, the lovely
smear that light makes
when it strikes the sensor,
the pleasing blur of memory,
of light, golden,
in the summer afternoon.
The gun is cheaper,
fires sixty or a hundred
or six hundred bullets
a minute.
I can’t keep count.

Contains as many rounds
as the law will allow
each one a human life
taken or saved or taken;
I can’t keep the count.

Ends sentences but not paragraphs,
lives but not stories,
so many
bullet holes, each one,
the shape of a period.
But what
ever really
ends?

When firing your gun,
you must always be aware
of what is behind your target;
bullets have a tendency to
pass through flesh, bone,
and intention.

If you slow it down,
you will become a better marksman,
more competent, more capable
and you may be able to protect
the things that matter most to you,
help you to preserve a world
worth keeping.

Both require
open eyes
and commitment.

Both are called

shooting.


Disco Demolition

For Jason Tseng, Micah Bucey, and Gloria Gaynor.

In the 1970s, disco,
the child of soul, funk, and salsa,
was the most popular music in America.
Every nightclub pulsed with that four to the floor beat
from New York to Los Angeles,

And it was gay and brown and beautiful,
not in spite of
but because of these things.

When the White Sox blew up a crate
of disco records at Comiskey Park,
they weren’t trying to destroy a few pieces of vinyl,
they were trying to comfort regressive troglodytes.

The backlash against disco
wasn’t just the usual exhaustion
with a dead genre,
but fear of a black planet,
of a gay revolution,
of a Latin uprising.

The National Pastime
has always been slamming
a boot down on the neck
of somebody different.
But our lives were never a game
and rhythm has always been
in a league of its own.

So when fascists arrive
armed with bluster and bravado,
erect cocks barely disguised,
show them how bone dry palms
wrung out by self-hatred can’t hold
this sweat slick skin.

When they try to apprehend your beauty
show them what all this cardio was good for
and make your fabulous escape.

Show them why
we measure records
in revolutions per minute,
and their only choices
are thirty three
or forty five
not zero.

When the idiot astronomers of
social conservatism
try to convince you that
the universe revolves around them,
tell them that retrograde motion
is nothing but the illusion of a false perspective.

Our Earth always spun around this exquisite sun,
unafraid to be sequin and glitter.
This world only spins forward,
and our dream of
beatmatched brothers and sisters
moving from song to song
seamless
is the Truth.

So when fascists call your heart a crime scene,

dance.

When they bring cinderblocks
to build your body into a prison,

dance.

When they try to bludgeon you with their God,
tell them love
has always been the moral majority

and fucking dance.

And when this is all over,
and we’ve won
smile
and ask them:

Did you think we would crumble?
Did you think we would lay down and die?

No.

We survived.


Republicans rebel. Democrats fall in line.

My friend Angelo D’Argenio and I were asking ourselves why the Republicans seem to have all the political will and then Democrats have none.

I realized: Republicans rebel. Democrats fall in line. Republicans are afraid of aggressive, far right wing Tea Party challengers in their home districts, so they’re pushing the shutdown. You know what happened to the last hardline, anti-war Democrat? His own party redistricted him such that he lost his primary. That man’s name was Dennis Kucinich.

Democrats, for all their talk of a “big tent”, are actually more ideologically narrow than the Republicans. The Republicans at least have a lunatic fringe, a far right extreme minority that’s vocal and powerful. It doesn’t cleave to the demands of leadership, and in fact terrorizes the leadership.

Where are the hazy, trippy, far out Timothy Leary types that the right wing always stereotypes Democrats as? Where are the representatives and Senators screaming “NO NUKES!”, burning their bras, and staging sit ins against rape? Where are the Democrats refusing to pass a government budget unless it includes EFCA union card check and a fifteen dollar minimum wage?

Bernie Sanders? Elizabeth Warren? They already got rid of Kucinich in one of the ugliest betrayals I’ve ever seen. Democrats have to fall in line or else the big scary Republicans will win. And admittedly, nobody wants that. But what do we get in return for our obedience?

Throughout the election of 2012, I was told to fall in line and vote for Obama because the alternative was far worse. I was told to overlook the extrajudicial assassination of an American citizen. I was told to overlook how toothless the Dodd-Frank Act was, even though it was meant as the thin blue line between the American people and another economic collapse. These were Democratic accomplishments, not violations of the public trust, not violations of progressive / leftist values. I should hold these victories high as proof that the Democrats deserved another four years, or at least Obama did. It sounds as ludicrous now as it did then.

But we haven’t rebelled. In the run up to the Second Iraq War, which even teenagers could tell you was started on false premises and flimsy evidence (I was one of the teenagers that did) the Democrats folded. And thousands of American soldiers and over 100,000 Iraqis lost their lives, for reasons that even the fathers of that war can’t completely explain. But there were no ferocious primary challenges to pro-war Democrats. We were told to fall in line. And we did. Over and over again.

Compliance to party power has a result that’s actually worse than doing nothing. By vocally proclaiming party loyalty, we neutralize ourselves as instruments of change. They don’t need to win our vote if they already have us. Electoral politics are not the best way to make change (more on that elsewhere), but there’s something to be said for a government that’s afraid of its people. The New Deal happened because FDR and other political and economic elites were terrified of radical change and revolution in the US. That was when working people actually saw some relief from the fallout of capitalism – social welfare, social security, a minimum wage, unemployment.

The Republicans are afraid of losing seats to Tea Party challengers, so they trip all over one another to prove that they’re more conservative than the other guy. Abortion is murder! Food stamps are socialism! Christianity in the schools! Shut down the government! Randism for all!

Could you just IMAGINE if Democrats were being just as extreme to please the left wing part of their base? Green energy now! All troops out of the Middle East! Six month maternity / paternity leave! Break up the big banks! No more oil pipelines! No more drilling in the Arctic Wildlife Refuge!

They don’t have to fight for our votes (and our interests) if we let them fall back on important issues and call these concessions victory. Republicans are good at rebelling. We need to get good at it too. If our government isn’t afraid of us, we’re doing it wrong.


Running is not an option.

I only want two things from liberal people in this country:

1. Stop being satisfied with the breadcrumbs and scraps brushed off of the elite’s table. We need to demand more if we’re ever going to get anything at all, and if someone’s accusing you of being unreasonable, of wanting too much too fast, you’re probably asking for just enough. No class struggle was ever won by quietly hoping that the people in power gave you what you wanted.

2. Stop threatening to leave America. Corporate and political elite WANT you to leave. Their fondest dream is a population obsessed with Cheetos, pop songs, and the latest Apple gadget, with no interest in economic and political engagement. If you are politically aware and motivated, you owe it to yourself and future generations to stay here and get involved. Maybe this will turn into a fascist state and we’ll all have to get the fuck out someday – I realize this is a possibility – but the best way to avoid this is to STAY AND FIGHT.


Neutralization

There are days when I’m afraid that the white hot fervor of revolution was all burned up by eight years of Bush, and now, when we need it most, in the midst of a major economic downturn and governmental austerity, it’s seen as passe.
If you look at a lot of recent movies and media, popular leaders (Tom Zarek of Battlestar Galactica, Amon of The Legend of Korra, Bane in The Dark Knight Rises) are generally portrayed as violent, selfish charlatans. The people who follow them are ignorant sheep. The heroes are those who preserve the status quo against the barbarians at the gate. Given that these portrayals come from major corporate media outlets, I think I am rightfully disturbed. Now, when we most need inspiring tales of successful popular uprising, none are found.
In cultural terms, backlash against cliches is inevitable. Enough Bad Boys-style movies will give you Hot Fuzz. Enough teenage college students wearing Che Guevara t-shirts will give you Tom Zarek. But the timing of this backlash couldn’t be worse.
Maybe it was easier to generate indignation when the actual issues of Iraq and Afghanistan were thousands of miles away. When the biggest problems are homegrown – economic inequality, unemployment, and lack of opportunity, exacerbated by governmental austerity and budget cuts – paradoxically, it’s a lot harder to muster a revolutionary spirit. The lives of the intellectual liberal class are at stake now, and any major disruption to “business as usual” stands a chance of seriously limiting our future options – in the form of arrest, legal proceedings, jail, and felony arrest records.
I”m not saying this as an unattached individual who would mindlessly urge people to get in the streets regardless of dependent spouses and children – rather, I *am* one of the people neutralized by this threat. I’m comfortably uncomfortable. My income has stagnated, but I can afford a decent apartment in a decent part of town and the company I work for is reasonably decent. But if I were arrested or my job was lost, I would lose my apartment – which means my fiancee and my roommate would lose their apartment. We have backup plans (mostly involving living with parents), but they would radically alter our current paths, careers, and lives in profoundly undesirable ways.
Our generation has no workable blueprint for struggle. The oft-imitated, never-replicated 1960s has proven to be an unworkable model – The Iraq War proceeded unabated, and Obama has left many thousands of private contractors in Iraq. The Afghanistan War continues to claim lives, despite rosy predictions to the contrary. Most people don’t even seem to know or care about the CIA drone program, slaying civilians far outside of the control of any legislative or judicial oversight. Indeed, after Bush decided to send troops into Iraq, the movement seemed to collectively throw its hands up in the air and go home, assuming fait accompli.
Meanwhile, Americans seem to lack the stomach (or perhaps our stomachs are too full) for the Tahrir Square model of revolution. Indeed, given that Egyptian youth unemployment was at 25% in 2011, we are far from that point at a mere 7.9%. Regardless of the brave youths Occupying Everywhere, he illusion of the American Dream, and it’s accompanying delusions of social mobility and meritocracy, seem alive and well, despite evidence to the contrary.
A lot of people ask me where we should go from here. I wish I had an answer to the big questions. For myself, I continue to involve myself in my local slam poetry organizing committee and try to provide arts programming that enriches my local Jersey City community. For the last four years, I’ve worked as part of The Spoken Word Almanac Project, responding critically and poetically to current events. I post about politics on Facebook and try to connect with likeminded individuals – it’s been a real treat to see my friends and I evolve together, intellectually and politically, seven years after college. I’m trying to stay connected, and engaged in the civic process. After Sandy hit, I did a bit of volunteer work (and if I had more time on my hands, I would be at the Barrow Mansion, 8am-8pm every day). I don’t have a blueprint, and I think anyone claiming to have one is probably trying to sell you a Communist newspaper or a Tea Party slogan. But damn if that doesn’t feel like nearly enough most of the time.
But hey, maybe the lack of blueprint is a strength. You can’t tell us we’re doing it wrong. You can’t tell us that this doesn’t fit pre-existing models – through trial and error, we’ve found that they don’t work. Maybe the key is keeping our moral and intellectual compasses active and engaged. Maybe we just need to keep listening, and trying new things, until we find something that works. And hopefully, we’ll do it before it’s too late.

Working People’s Manifesto Addressed to Occupy Wall Street

We are the vast majority of American citizens, working, unemployed, and underemployed, struggling to make ends meet. If we are working, we are struggling. If we are not working, we desperately WANT to work.

We are every color, every gender, every sexual orientation, every political alignment. We are everybody. We are all around you.

We don’t need anyone to tell us who our enemies are. We know who they are – exploitative corporate power and their pre-purchased political stooges.

We are tired of the failure of the left – too much slavish addiction to doctrine and meaningless posturing. For you, struggle is a lifestyle. For us, it’s our lives. Our lives do not revolve around going to the next protest, the next event, or sleeping in a park. We don’t have time for that – we are busy trying to survive. You have failed us, so we ignore you.

We are sick of the lies of the right. We know who you really work for, and we know that you are not working in our best interests. We are sick of your double talk, your hypocrisy, and your corporate servitude. You smile, dress in your Sunday best, and annihilate our future. We will not be your slaves.

We are tired of jargon. Don’t talk down to us like we don’t understand what our lives are. Don’t try to cloud the issue with terms like “reformist” or “revolutionary”. All we want is an improvement to our lives, and the condition of our communities. If you can’t provide that, then your movement is nothing but street theatre.

We know that politicians and corporations do not respond to anything but pressure – economic, political, and social. We are ready to apply that pressure – we just need an avenue to do so. If you cannot offer us that outlet, we will abandon you in droves. The media cycle will shift, and we will forget you. We do not have time to waste watching you intellectually masturbate yourselves.

We are a vast untapped reservoir of power, energy, creativity, and labor. Every American movement needs us. We will join you if you acknowledge we exist, and acknowledge that our concerns have merit and validity. You have a chance to do that, right here, right now. Do not waste it.

We need to win. It’s not enough to raise grievances. It’s not enough to offer solutions. We understand that real democracy takes time, but we need a movement that can agree on a set of goals and attain them, in a way that measurably improves our lives. If you can give us that, we will follow you to hell and back.

Anything less is mere fashion, and we don’t have time for it.


Rise Egypt Rise!

Mubarak Resigns!

Osiris-rise Egypt,
whisper to me freedom
bury your pharoahs and presidents
beneath your cries.

Oh Egypt,
how your furious cries
replace the report of rifles,
how Hillary Clinton could not predict
your regime-shattering hands
how your flare gun mouths
signal to god
we are still here
that we still believe
that a force greater than ourselves
can lift an entire planet.

From Tahrir Square
to Times Square,
I can hear you,
and now I can gaze at the horizon
and feel only hope.
Dread, a dead dried husk
buried beneath the seething sand
of your dusty country.

Egypt,
yesterday I believed
that the pyramids
were the greatest things
you could give us.

But you showed me
that the tenth wonder of the world
is the way the blood surges when free,
how it sings in your ears
like angels, like Jesus, like Allah
like the call to evening prayer
echoing through the smoke
of burning police trucks,
when your bone-deep midnight cry for freedom
is answered by your lover,
a reminder that she was always beside you
just waiting for your embrace
to rise,
Egypt,

Rise!